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December 04 Bye~Whoohoo!
It has been 8 months since i last came here.
Well, purpose for today's post is to sort of officially say "bye-bye" to this space.
Like.. moving house?
I'm going to move on to 2010 in few weeks time so this space would soon be labeled as "past tense".
So.. I read through my previous posts starting from 2005 and laughed at a lot of parts.
HAHA!
I seemed like a really happy-go-lucky person who hecks everything.
And all the singlish and words like "kaoz", "wa liew", etc..
Am i like that in the past?
HAHA!
The amazing thing is.. every line in those posts sounded like a joke to me now.
There's this post i think posted in 2006.. talking about the vandalism on the table.
That one is super hilarious lah!
When mdm lim asked xue yu to investigate who wrote "Mdm Esther Lim Beh su*ks" on the table and asked xue yu why is it written there.
HAHA!
Like the image of xue yu's face just flash across my head and i couldnt stop laughing.
Anyway, she's not the one who wrote that.
Then, I learnt that i stopped using singlish that much because i was criticised by my sis in.. 2007?
cant rmb.
Also, that i started feeling emo in jan07 until 25th june07 when i'd finally made up my mind to take that step into the CCA HOD (Mr Mahmoud)'s room with pariwan and signed the form.
After reading the posts and making connections with them, it seems like i got a lot of nightmares during that struggle btwn "quit" and "perservere".
HAHA!
Then i officially auditioned for choir on 9th july and began practice on 20th july.
Oh, and i got bored of the mundane choir routine 3 days after i joined.
HAHA!
Sit stand sing, sit stand sing...
Not forgeting those days when my grandma was still able to cook dumpling soup for me..
haa.
And the really old China relative(my ahgong's elder brother) of mine.
Hmm, what can i say?
Treasure what you have now, man. +)
So.. Cool right?
It's like i'd recorded every bit of my life here.
Hah.
But my posts get less funny as the days increase and stopped in march09.
My reflection after all the reading?
Now i know why my friends say they never see me emo before and..
"i'm that happy in the past?"
haha.
Time to revive the crazy and hyper hui2! +)
It's gona be tough and i think people will think i'm crazy..
but.. WHO CARES, MAN?
"wateva it is lah..."
HAHA!
BYE! X)
With the sudden fear of Adulthood, THE END. March 11 another week.ok, anthea commented about the air here so let me allow some ventilation for fresher air.
hmmm, what can i say?
I'm sort of excited!
hoho, choir camp's nearing..
although i prefer having fun than anything else..
but still feel super-damn excited about the camp!
like first time having a traninig camp..
i admit that i would be so bored during this camp but the good thing abou the camp is that the objective and direction of this camp is very focused & clear.
we know what we want to get from this camp and everyone is prepared to battle against this crucial period.
so JY choir!
i really wish, from the bottom of my heart that you all will do really really well. +)
next thing..
hmmm, ties, bonds, friendship..
understanding is the most important thing yeah?
understand, trust and compromise.
it's a pity to let this bond waver just because of some selfish moments.
maybe we should sometimes think of what brought this bond so far, from the onset of this friendship.
i hope things will get better.
What i can do to help?
another thing..
i dont agree with backstabbing, i agree with understanding and giving/lending the support when someone is in need.
maybe you may sense some indifference which are hard to compromise..
isnt that the time when that parcel of love comes into the picture?
that parcel provides the tolerance and open heart to compromise things regardless of any tense situation.
when we are down, you pulled us up.
when you are down, we pull you up.
that's what friends are for, isnt it?
dont forget how the person had helped you through those difficult times.
this is the time when that person needs your help.
no one is perfect, each and every individual has their own weaknesses.
when things goes wrong..
accept the changes, accept the difference.
try to find out the reason behind the difference and provide the support.
that's my way of treasuring friendship.
maybe different people treats things differently..
well, afterall we cant expect everyone to share the same ideology.
just think twice before you act cas friendship can build up or ravage a person's emotional stability.
it's not just that word itself towards the end.
Although i'm still clueless about what exactly is happening and the situation now..
i'm still standing on the side of supporting.
i will never choose to abandon or letting this bond go.
haa.
just my point of view, maybe it's not that serious as it sounded.
seemed like i'm surrounded by a series of unexpected incidents and changes.
you know, i'm not someone whose good at talking..
the least i could do is to be around to give my silent support.
hope my support would come to handy. SO... ANYHOW..
life stills goes on..
went for a really late lunch with uba today.
(i can imagine anthea saying "i cant believe i'm still seeing the word uba")
but siying didnt follow cas she was sort of lazy to go all the way to bedok for lunch.
what can i say?
so long since we had lunch together.
haa, is this the first lunch in 2009?
cannot remember.
haa.
they say they will bring me to 85 which guarantees good food, next time.
today's lunch will teach me to not go to 511 for anymore lunch in the future - sour & mostly-fats-chained satays, oily chicken rice, not-very-sugar-cane sugar cane drink.
yeah, that's my remarks.
afterwhich, it's the nearby prima deli's waffle which was overly-soft.
haa, my idea of waffle is crispy, thick and fulfiling.
maybe my idea of waffle is different cas judith told me that waffles are meant to be soft, except for the simei one.
ok, let me end this post short cas i'm begining to get mosquto bites.
OH YAH, IKEA's DARK chocolate's uber nice!
xy shared her gift bars with us on the bus to the 511 place but of course we didnt finish her gift, just a few bits from it.
anyhow continuing from the top, anthea went off with melissa and the 2 kind souls remained to accompany me to get the reprinted shirt for QiYan.
they decided to accompany me on their own accords despite my neverminds.
so nice right?
haa.
i must admit that the journey to the wahmee place would have been lonesome without them although we didnt really talk much throughout.
it's just that sense of company.
so.. THANK YOU lah!
hee.
OH!
talking about that..
in the end, xueyu still brought my amaths tb home.
haa, forget to get it from her before she alight!!
yeah, juh helped me with my phy wb & sy's emaths tb while xy helped me with my amaths tb.
cas i'm clearing my school desk to anticipate the upcoming gruesome march holiday which comprises of revision, Revision and REVISION.
that's why they helped to dispense abit of my load.
so gooddddd..
but i made them feel better whenever they feel that their bags are working too much against gravity, by letting them weightlift mine.
haha!
mine's superly-super-uberly-uber heavy, like carrying a gigantic piece of rock on my back.
haaaaa, today's really relaxing.
tmr is the day when another one of my friend would turn 16.
ok, it's a stressful week ahead, let's all JY!
I VOW to finish all 3 sciences booklets' pass year papers within the scheduled time.
GO GO GO!
+time:2215+
I have something to think about now next time if i ever passes by the MRT station "Somersault".
HAHAAHAHA!
dont get it?
inside joke.
btw, it's "somerset" and, i know that.
hahaha!
HAHA!
March 02 alright~水落石出!
hoho, got to use more chinese now since i dont talk much at home now..
either too tired or simply moodless.
this week gona be a little emotional cas of ca and.. yeah other commitments blahblah.
anyway, just being random, i cursed ice-cream for the first time today.
i ate an elephant cup of chocolate chips ice cream ytd when i have nothing to do at home, then proceeded with bunch of sweets, lots of cold drinks and aiya, junk food.
all my brother's fault though.
he kicks the ball out of the boundary and committed a my-rule foul.
haha!
and so i told him i dont want to play anymore and started fnding something else to do.
you know, when you seriously have nothing and dont want to do anything..
yah, the devil will win over the angel in your mind, forcing you to succumb to the temptations of all the laid out food.
then your mouth will turn itchy, then your hands will turn itchy and the next moment, you will find yourself eating something until there's nothing.
lol.
that explains the upcoming character on my face.
it's surfacing out, trying with all it's might to become the most popular and "visited" spot and it's name is "zit".
however, the stubborn owner of this piece of "land" is going to give it some company few days later.
YES, I'm gona buy chocolates tmr!
die die must buy!
and i'd come out with a 精心 crafted plan to fulfil this simple wish of mine tmr.
hohoho.
it was foiled today because of some unexpected accident so i'm not gona let that happen!
it must succeed!
i had been going on for days without these energizers and i can really feel the difference.
ok, think it's time to go back to the topic before i continue with all the nonsense.
the purpose for this post today is to clarify friday's impulsive post.
yeah, that's because 真相大白了!
We had a so-called "talking session" with Mrs Chua today after the tiresome mt banding.
Although i'm feel quite stupid during this session, i think it's a meaningful one.
it made us, the sec4s chorale seniors rethink and consider our decision.
yeah, that's the part when i feel dumb.
i thought so much about the opting out from syf thing and in the end, it's not our choice at the end of the story.
haa.
i felt guilty when mrs chua actually talked to me in the way that i can feel that she believes that i am one of the enthusiastic ones who wanted to participate in this competition.
so.. let's just look at the audition before talking about the options.
if you get in, treat it as repaying your school.
if you dont, you get your choice.
so yeah!
She stills remains as one understanding and super-motherly person whom i give my fullest respect.
maybe benjamin(tam) was right.
hmm, so now i've learnt that i cannot fully subdue my temper, still.
haa, ok~ and that's it.
hoho, that bit of anger is dispensed.
My feeling's back to neutrality now.
off for maths!
+time:2344+
OH ytd was Kexin's birthday and i had actually forgotten about it!!!
omg.
i'm still living in my february month ytd.
so HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEXIN!
maybe i shld start finding elmoII a friend.
haa.
February 28 It's the person who says it."... You all got away this time... just because I am no longer the in-charge..."
Why did i get so worked up over this?
It's just someone yelling at the group of us for putting too much effort in preparing something another somebody forced us to do.
When Y forced us to have a camp, we accpeted and tried to do our best to make it a good one as usual.
C comes into the picture, reprimanded us and made everything seemed as though we were the one who had been forcing the teachers into allowing us to have camps.
I admit that we were the stubborn ones last year in december but do you think we really have no interest for what we attend thrice every week?
Sit, stand, sing, sit, stand, sing, you think it's so fun? so interesting?
why not try doing that for hours?
if we really didnt bother or care, do you think ME, someone who gets bored easily will still bother to turn up regularly?
"too into dance.."
oh really?
did we use choir times for our dance then?
we used our own PATHETIC time left after all the lessons and all the straining-throat singings!
"why cant you all spend this time to practice...."
oh, you mean once we're in choir, we are only allowed to read scores, sing when we talk, eat music and shit out notes?
which part of it do you not freaking understand?
ANGRY!!!!!
"not focused on SYF.. interest of the choir... prevoius batch's seniors..."
blah blah~
i care?
i dont.
"GOLD this year?"
I dont care?
dont you think you teachers are too obsessed with the thoughts of having a gold?
instead of singing for your passion, singing to enjoy singing, it seemed to be singing for the sake of the school's honour.
everything is about getting a gold.
YES, strive the best, but have you all forgotten what you all said?
"the most important thing is to enjoy the process and not about winnning."
sounded so f-ing noble, in fairytale you mean?
why dont we see that in the realistic world?
even we "KIDS" as named understands what that means..
so that's what gona happen when we grow older?
become too obsessed with the materialistic life that all the values and thoughts no longer worth as much.
I dont really care if i get high cca points, i dont freaking care if i overwork myself to prepare a memorable camp, as long as i'm happy and people enjoys it.
as long as we make the bonds closer.
you mean singing is ALL about the godamn accuracy?
what about feelings?
are we all pathetic hyprocrites?
what the fck is this?
I'm just feeling utterly disappointed and confused.
someone i had always respected and thought was understanding actually turned up to be another person i dont understand.
and someone i dont really liked caused all this problems to surface out, maligning all of us.
i think communication really matters.
instead of communicating properly, they just keep saying that it's the student's responsibility to do this, do that, and in the end, when we do what person A says, we get reprimanded by person B and person B will go about preaching about our responsibility to understand the situation when we goes back to person A, person A will go about saying it's our responisiblity to inform him/her from the start.
so.. what?
just because person A and person B are adults, they didnt want to cause any dispute over the matter and when that happens, they made themselves sound like they are the right ones and the ultimate WRONG-er are the students when from the start, it's their fault.
i seriously dont get this.
now i'd found another reason to opt out from syf.
i dont see a point in wasting my time on this.
choir, i'm gona give up on you soon.
pathetic leaders, pathetic nominees, pathetic guides.
hopeless.
+time:0008+
it's just a few more months.
PERSERVERE. February 23 ok, i admit. hee.Went out for lunch with the first-time-ever combo, Sharon JingJing + LuTing + Me.
haha!
3 different types of people who mixes well, real well.
hehe, the feelin's super good when both of your best-best friends are also really-really-good friends and all 3 can go out together.
hoho.
So sharon mentioned about the previous post and i realised that i'm really stressed up then huh?
the thing is, i cant even rmb that post until i read it just now.
haiyoo..
now i feel so bad.
haa.
ok, let's move on.
It was good~~
Cas I completed my MATHS HOMEWORK!!!
So i shall acknowledge this lunch as a productive one.
hiak hiak.
sure all 3 of us did gain something from this lunch-study thing.
OH!
Luting bought another physics assesment again.
haa, after being inspired by sharon's phy assesment book.
She's seriously cooL, man.
Loads of assesment at home, all done and completed to the chapters we've been taught.
zhen bu kui shi 3rd in level.
haa.
Back to the point, i really look forward to more lunches in this combo, man.
It'd been so long since i last had lunch with sharon.
haha.
if only the mother tongue banding thing......
aiyoooo, til now my class still dont know our band.
Yuan laoshi arhhhhhhh....
hopefully, and not hopefully i will get into cai laoshi's class.
hee.
Hmt peeps all said that cai laoshi's the greatest mt teacher ever.
and i'm really looking forward to be taught by her.
but on the other hand, i dont want to run up all the way to the 4th level after chem on mon.
She's a "punctuality" person, you see?
haiyooo.
I shall just let the results decide.
haa, dont think about it liao!
next thing!
I cant believe that i actuallyplayed pet society.
lol.
After hearing my cousins talk about it, my brother bugged me to let him play.
After creating a pet for him in my acc, he started being sort of very "into" it.
After seeing how my schoolmates being so-super enthusiatic of this society thing, I was really curious.
And after seeing my brother play, i tried playing.
haha!
super funny.
My brother's like treating his pet like a treasure.
and he really treated the "house" he had, like his own house.
well, through this i can see that he's a bad money-planner, spendthrift to be exact.
whatever he earns in a day, he'll surely spent til he's left with the sum whereby he cannot buy anymore stuff.
and this is like happening in real life.
he's bascially spending almost every cent of his pocket money everyday.
haiyoooo.
must start inspiring him to save money liao.
tried to persuade him to save up to buy the benten pencilcase stationary set but he forgotten about it a week later.
LOL.
spendthrift plus loves playing computer.
BAD....
so to not let him evolve into a computer addict, i made it compulsory for him to play the word challenge thing after every game of pet society.
hoho!
and the word challenge thing is really good you know, it tests him of his spelling and his reaction so in a way or another, he's revising lah.
then i make him play the brain challenge thing.
haha!
i made him fedup after teasing him of having a gorilla brain.
hahahaa!
super funny.
and there goes my facebook acc.
for my dear junwei to play all the games.
haha!
k lah, at least it's way better than him playing those lamecrap games.
ok, enough of nagging.
I'm going to sleep liao!
waking up early to do physic homework tmr..
hoho.
+time:2205+
oh, and kylie made detention pass really fast.
haha!
cute-and-funny-and-muscular as ever!
mole dangling on the hair.
hahahaha! |
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